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Shyness


The other day, my friend,
[info]silverton, posted an entry about her first week of classes and how her shyness made it difficult to join in with class discussion. 
 
Shyness can have a profound effect on our interactions with others. I think most folks suffer from it to some extent. With that in mind, I thought I’d share my own struggle with this problem, and how I finally managed to overcome it.
 
I remember the day I decided to conquer my shyness. I was in my early twenties, married (not to Senior Management) and a house-owner. I stood at a coach stop for over an hour in the pouring rain, during which time I let coach after coach pull up and leave – many of which I later learned would have taken me to where I wanted to go – all because I was too shy to ask the drivers for information. 
 
The only reason I ever made it to my destination was because of some other strangers who came to that stop. They asked the driver of the next coach and I overheard his answer.
 
Don’t get me wrong.   I could answer a phone or speak to people if they spoke to me first (or in the case of my ten month stint as a pub disc jockey, if I had a microphone to talk to), I just couldn’t initiate a simple conversation with someone I didn’t know.
 
I got so mad at myself that day (not to mention more than a little damp). I decided I'd had enough of being afraid of other people. I didn’t have any plan, but I made myself a promise that I wasn't going to be shy anymore. 
 
I vowed to start a conversation with at least one new person every day – I worked in London back then, so finding a stranger wouldn’t be a problem.
 
I wish I could say things changed overnight, but they didn’t. It took me a week to sum up the courage to say ‘Hi’ to someone new, but I kept at it.  I’m so glad I did. One of the first things I discovered was that if you go halfway to strike up a friendly conversation, most folks will gladly go the other half.
 
In the years since then, I’ve gotten so good at forcing myself to confront my shyness, people actually think I’m confident (sometimes a little too confident). But you know something? I’m fine with that.   
 
I’ve met hundreds, possibly thousands of new people since that wet, windy day at the coach stop, some of whom I’m proud to call my good friends. If I hadn’t got so mad at myself back then, I’d probably still be the shy wallflower in the corner of the room, and where would be the fun in that? 

 
How about you? 

Has shyness had an impact on your life?




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amysisson
Jan. 25th, 2010 07:03 pm (UTC)
I've never been overly shy -- I was an exchange student to Germany at age 16 for a year, and that's not something you can do if you're too shy. But I have had one area of significant improvement over the years, and that's speaking in front of groups. Hated it in middle school and high school. Seriously disliked it in college. Then got to first grad program and every single class required at least one formal presentation. It was either get better at it or be miserable.

Same with the second grad degree (library) at which point I was beginning to enjoy it. Ended up conducting lots of trainings for my day job in front of groups, and became a teacher for Princeton Review (test prep company). Now I do lots of classroom teaching as a librarian, and when it goes well (as it does most of the time), it's a real high. I'm so glad I got over my fear of public speaking!
jongibbs
Jan. 25th, 2010 08:13 pm (UTC)
I imagine public speaking is high on a lot of people's 'Not even with a gun to my head' lists, but I've learned to enjoy it :)

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